tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38662203219441751542011-04-21T18:45:17.097-07:00its all about my life..Anuqy Qushyrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12182153111665217477noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3866220321944175154.post-19790074881552231282008-09-07T21:22:00.000-07:002008-09-14T23:14:04.796-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">FINALLY!! </span> <div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">muhd</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,204,255)">HAIQAL</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">is</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> definitely</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)">LOVED</span>!!</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">we</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> were</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,255,51)">TOGETHER</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">on</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> the </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">date</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">29/</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,204,255)">08/</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)">2008</span>..</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">still </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">new</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> and </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">fresh</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">RELATIONSHIP</span>.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">BUT </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">i</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> do</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)"> LOVE</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">him</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,255,51)">A LOT</span>!</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">actually </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">i</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> was </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">having</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> a </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">problem</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> to </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">forget</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> about</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> my</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> ex</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,255)">BOYFREN</span> (ma'mun).</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">i</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> was</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> so</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> stress </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">up</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> with </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">him</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> (ma'mun), </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">then</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> out </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">of</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">SUDDEN</span> </div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,204,255)">HAIQAL</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">enter</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> in </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">my</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)">LIFE</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">and </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">SAVE</span></span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">me </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">from</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> it.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">Ma'mun </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">told</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)"> me </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">to</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">MOVE ON</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">and</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,255,51)">FORGET</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">about</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">the</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">PAST</span>!</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">and </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">he </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">said </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">he</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> wanna </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">be</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,255,51)">ALONE</span>.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">i </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">was</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> damn </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">angry <span style="color:#ffcccc;">and</span> DISSAPOINTED</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> when </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">he</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> said </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">that,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> so </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">i</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> decided </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">to</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,255,51)">FORGET</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">abt </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">him</span></div><div>..</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">arrghh!! </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">now</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> my </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">concentration</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> is </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">only</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)"> on</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,204,255)">HAIQAL</span>..</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">i </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">will </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102)">really</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">TREASURE</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,204,204)">him </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,255,51)">A LOT</span>.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)">I</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,204,255)">PROMISE</span></span>!!</div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5243505403630665666" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_2cOhkideTPI/SMSsYiE_P8I/AAAAAAAAAAo/roGoyQdg15E/s320/my+dear.jpg" border="0" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3866220321944175154-1979007488155223128?l=deadlivingdolly.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anuqy Qushyrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12182153111665217477noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3866220321944175154.post-65369630868780776072008-08-19T00:31:00.000-07:002008-09-14T23:15:37.614-07:00<div align="justify">BEING the <span style="font-family:arial;color:#33ccff;"><strong>YOUNGEST</strong></span> isn't that nice actually.<br />Much <strong><span style="color:#996633;">WORSE</span></strong> if <em><span style="color:#999999;">FAMILY</span></em> ain't <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">UNDERSTANDING</span></strong>.<br />That totally <strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">SUCKS</span></strong>. Not saying that they are not<strong> <span style="color:#33ff33;">UNDERSTANDING</span></strong>,<br />just that sometimes i felt so terrible when they <strong><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">interfered</span></strong> in<br />evry <span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:130%;">single</span> </span>thing that im duin and thats not fair!<br />I'm not <strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">pampered</span></strong> like some other kids. I'm not<span style="color:#33ff33;"> </span><strong><span style="color:#33ff33;">s</span><span style="color:#33ff33;">poilt</span></strong>!<br />In fact I feel like I'm a <span style="color:#33ccff;"><strong>servant</strong></span> a home. Have to do this, have to do that.<br />I even need to <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>babysit</strong></span> my two <span style="color:#ff99ff;">irritating</span> nephew every single day.<br />I dunn <span style="color:#33ff33;"><em><strong>understand</strong></em></span> why can't my bro n my sis in-law take care<br />of their own <span style="color:#33ccff;"><strong>children</strong></span>?? Don't tell me they only know how to make<br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><em>baby</em></strong></span> but dunn't know how to take good <span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>care </strong></span>of them??<br />There's once on my sister <span style="color:#33ff33;"><strong>wedding</strong></span>, i was blamed for not taking <span style="color:#33ccff;"><strong>care</strong></span> of them<br />where actually i was but there was too many things i have to<br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">c</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">oncentrate</span></strong> and <span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>handle</strong></span>. <br />But i do <strong><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">LOVE</span></em></strong> my <strong><span style="color:#33ff33;">FAMILY</span></strong>.<br /><strong><span style="color:#33ccff;">Good</span></strong> thing about them is they <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><em>care</em></strong></span> for me, but sometimes they<br />are too <span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong><em>caring</em></strong></span> that i don't have the <span style="color:#33ff33;"><strong><em>freedom</em></strong></span>. Haha..<br />Anywae i have three bros and one sis. My <span style="color:#33ccff;"><strong><em>parents</em></strong></span> are living<br />happily <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>together</strong></span>. I actually <span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>admire</strong></span> my <span style="color:#33ff33;"><strong>parents</strong></span> coz they brought us<br />up with alot of <span style="color:#33ccff;"><strong>patients</strong></span> and <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>perseverance</strong></span>. I <span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong><em>respect</em></strong></span> them alot.<br />My family ain't rich,not even average. We belong to the poor category.<br />But i appreciate with what i have and the care that they have given me and my siblings.<br />I <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255)">LOVE</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(255,0,0)">MY</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(51,204,255)">FAMILY</span>!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3866220321944175154-6536963086878077607?l=deadlivingdolly.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Anuqy Qushyrahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12182153111665217477noreply@blogger.com0